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Friday, December 12, 2008

masih diingati...tenkiu!!

hoho!
ari yg agak slow...
alhamdulilah still bleh senyum...
baru sy tahu..betapa sakitnya nk ubah perangai yg dah sebati dlm diri......
baru sy tahu...mcm mana susahnya nk kawal diri..
but till now..alhamdulillah...i still can control my self..


td sy dah tertido dah after abis tgk muvie..
tp otak msih ligat berfikir..
so moh lyn lagu..
tetibe..dpt phone call..dari 017-2**7**9
aiseyh...
rupanya si is!!iskandar...
oh my God...
thanks a lot..coz still remember me!!
the best part is..
sy lupa wish bufday die...
thats y die call..haha!
sory is!!ampunnnnnnnn.....
happy bufday and congrats!!
die bru abis blaja..now ngh tggu tyme nk gi ireland...
hoho...nk smbg study kat sna plak...!bioteknologi plak tue..
congats is!!!!
is mula la wat flashback..zaman sekolah2 dulu..
layan jer...
anyway...
thanks sbb wat aku gelak...senyum balik..
teme kasih atas doa2 ko...aku tau ko syg aku..tue sbb ko call aku kan!!haha
tenkiu...selamat lawat blog aku..!!hehe..sempat promote blog kt die..
esok..
nk gi somwhere!!
sy sgt perlukan ketenangan...
nk topup sabar yg masih berbaki....
nk topup syg yg makin jauh...
i need to be alone...
think..think...and think....
lately...
apa yg sy buat...semua salah..semua tak kena...
so sy kena duduk diam2...fikir dan cari mana salah sy...
kdg2 rase lebih baek sy tak wujud jer..
sbb kalu ada...sy asik menyusahkan...
thats all i can do...im not give up...
im trying my best....
kadang2 rase nk ngis..
mungkin sbb rase sedey...
sbb makin hari makin susut..
idea dah tak der..sape tak sedey kan klau org yg die syg tak tau nk ckp apa2 ngn dia lgi kan..
tak tau nk msg apa ngn die kan..
but its ok..im ok wif that..but no body knows what actually deep inside in my heart..
its hurt..really hurt..but sy tau sy kuat..

harap2 kebahgian hari esok masih milik sy...
semoga saya kuat nk hadapi pasang surut kehidupan!!!

p/s: en azraf cepat sihat...i miss u a lot...really mish the old en azraf...

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