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Sunday, November 6, 2011

salam aidiladha

salam aidiladha~
buat para jemaah yg telah selamat berangkat ke Mekah....
semoga diberi kesihatan yg ckup tuk menunaikan fardu haji dan semoga mendapat haji yg mabrur :-)
doa2 kan lah sy bleh menjejak kaki ke sana sebelum 40 an...
lagi awal lagi bgusss...insyaallah~


lately nie,
kesihatan agak kurang memuaskan.
bulan lepas je dh 2 ari mc.
gara2 pinggang yg cepat bebeno terkehel nyeeeeeee...tak tau npe.


class tuk bln nie ada 3 + 1 mock exam
ya ampunnn...dh nk smpai penghujung dh....
sy tak abis lagi study smua..
insyaallah sempat...doakan eh~
lg byk sy blaja....lg byk sy rase tak tahu...
tetibe rase...
"lahhhhh...mcm nie ke treatment dia...lah...act ckp mcm nie ke..lah..kalu mcm nie, mcm tu kiranya..."
seriously, its interesting! but it need more patient.
without patient u will kill urself...looking at the standards jer can make you cry... :-)

kerja?
steady jerrr....makan tido je kat opis....
skang client tak bape nk ramai..
hujung taun nnty mula la start bizy kot..
time tu mungkin akan sepi seribu bahasa jer... :-) ( mungkin)


azrap?
he is good! still in a good condition i guess..
makin pandai handle me yg always drama nie...
plus...
makin kerap membebel...
tp
dalam pada dok bebel2....dia punya gedik...aihh..tuhan ja yg tau!

azrap yg kita lihat diluaran totally different dgn dia yg sy kenal.
somtimes i dont expect mamat hati mcm batu would says somthing yg bla..bla..bla....
whatever it is...i still love him! need him..
so far...
jauh mana i try to run away from him...i still go back and talked to him what i feel and what i want...
he is still the one who can calm me down and make me ok.
mybe thats our jodoh...insyaallah.
i know, some of you do pray and concern bout our relationship and hoping we r going to another stage.
insyallah.please continue praying and i also hope that im ready to go to that stage...hahaha~
i believe,
if one day we break up...its not because we are not suit together or compatible to each other...its totally because x ada jodoh...and not meant to be together...
kdg2 kita rase..he is perfect. sesuai and serasi sgt2 pada kita..but then tak kwen jgk..its not because kita tak sesuai..but it more on..Allah dh tulis bukan itu jodoh kita...
so kena redha dgn takdir dia kan :-)





my kids?
wahh...dh berkids pulak.no la..its just anak2 angkat sy yg ari2 dok dtg umah..
they always make me smile..especially sara...
she talked so much now..kdg2 sy pun penat nk layan...
but im the one yg paling happy dlm dunia nie bila tgk dia makan...especially yg sy sndiri masak...
dia pndai sgt2 bodek sy dgn her kiss..her hug...1 day xjumpa dia...sy akan bebel2 tau...same goes to her :-)
bila dia dh penat berlari sana sini..makan mcm2...
dia akan dtg kat saya..smbil depakan tgan dia " nk ukong" mintak belas kasihan tuk didukung...
sy mmg sentiasa kalah dgn permintaan dia..and she knows that! thats y dia xmintx kt org lain..she always ask me coz she know she will get everything from me :-)



nota : dalam hidup nie..tak smua yg kita nk.yg kita impikan.yg kita usahakan. akan kita dapat....so kena byk2 bersabar...kdg2 yg kita suka.blum tntu baik tuk kita..yg kita syg, blum tentu dpt bimbing kita. yg kita usaha, blum tentu milik kita sepenuhnya...so pokok pangkalnya...sabar :-) peace ya!

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