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Sunday, January 20, 2013

Another journey with a new hope


 
Life doesn’t give you the people you want. 
It gives you the people you need,
 to help you,
 to hurt you,
 to love you,
 to leave you, 
 and to make you into the person you were meant to be.


Officially starts my new journey 2 months ago
with someone yg sy dh kenal since 1994!
dia benci sy masa tu. sbb sy katanya sy kuat mengadu.
hellooooo...like i care...dh bdk tu kencing dlm seluar.harus la mulut si aida nie bising2 kan...hahahha~
kenal je dpd 1994.tp kawannya starts 2012.
al-maklum, I nie kan sombong.mana nk tegur org sana sini.buat hal sendiri je.


secara gentlemen nya approach me in November 2012 kot.exact date i tak ingt.so sorry. will find it out.
it takes me 1-2 weeks to decide and give him answer!
selepas tanya hati.tanya perasaan.doa.seeking for second, third and bla2 opinion.
i decided to give him a chance to know me, to love me and etc.
at the same time, i give my self space to know him, to love him as well.


Setakat 2 minggu lps.
everytime sy bgun tido, and check my phone.
omg. Sy berada di alam nyata.bkn bayangan atau mimpi!
he is a part of my life now. terasa mcm mimpi.
kdg2 siap rase tu mimpi.bila dh jaga. " lahhh..nie real lah aida! real.bkn mimpi"
yelah, mana kau nk sangka kan.kwn sekolah ko dlu.yg ko xbape nk rapat pun.eh..malah siap benci2 pun.pastu jadi jiran plak.tak bertegur sapa pun.pastu bru tegur sapa kt fb 2 thun ke setahun lps.ehhh...tibe2 dh jadi bf ko dah...kannnn...


Kalau org tanya kitorg mcm mana we get into this feelings and love.
we ols sndiri takde jawapan yg pasti.
its just about feeling which sometime you can not describe into word.even single word pun.
Ini kuasa Dia yg mendatangkan segala rase, yang menjadikan segala cerita, yang merungkaikan setiap persoalan dan doa selama ini. Thats it.


He is trying so hard for this relationship.
sementara sy masih di awang-awangan.
sesambil tu, cuba membiasakan diri dgn keadaan yg baru.situasi yg baru."nama" yg baru.cara yg baru.
and yeayy...im in the track rite now!
ada la a few lagi yg i still tak leh nak "in" lg...but slowly la kan...
sy tahu dia penyabar.hahahaha~


 

To be honest,
the day i terima dia pun.
i still rase.alamak.betul ke apa aku buat nie.and i tak bgtau sesiapa pun!
tp hati kata.aida, ini yg kau sendiri rase.teruskan jelah.andaikata tak de keserasian nnty.later on you decide.sbb i mmg tak tahu apa2 psl dia.and mmg tak rase apa psl dia.yg i rase time tu ialah, i selesa dgn dia! boleh gelak2.boleh marah2.boleh nk mengutuk and so on! sgt selesa.
and sy sgt2 nervous bila mencari jawapan.is that love or just perasaan kwn yg biasa2 je sbb dh rase selesa kan.

but yeayyyy...
he did it! he make me in love with him! hahahhahahaha~ finally i said it!
bila sy dh start nk amik tahu.nk merajuk.nk menjelous.nk mcm2.
then i know. I'm in love!keh2...
sy pernah couple dgn org yg sy tak tahu apa rase okeh.only after 2 weeks gitu kot bru sy menggelabah nk bgtau dia yg sy sebrnaya tak suka dia.walaupun dia dh cuba sedaya upaya to make me in love.tak buleh jgk!sy tak rase apa dia rase.and finally sy kecewakan org lagi.againnn.dia baik oiii..tp dh kata takde rase kan..acanerrr....tak buleh jgk.bkn boleh pakse2 kan syg2 nie...keh2...




Dear b,

Thank you for the first step yg dh diambil.( of kos la kan.kalau tak approach mana nk dpt jawapan kan...but yelah, at least berani walaupun tahu me garang mcm singa)
Thank you for your understanding. ( being aida yg always and forever drama queen kan...masak la dia nk melayan.peod ke.tak peod ke.kalau dia rase nk puting beliung.dan2 tu jgk dia berangin.hahaha)
 Thank you for everything lah! ( kalau nk ckp satu2 kat sini.mmg byk.although bru 2 bln...but he has done a lot! i mean a lot.hahahhaah~ dan kau tlg la percaya.mamat nie is so romantic in his way lah!and somtime i need to refer my advisor ( kak hani) on how to handle mamat nie! hahaha~ thanks kak!  kdg2 sy sampai merah2 muka.sejuk2 tgn.jantung nk terkeluar menjawab semua soalan2 dia.dpd situ jgk i found out yg i mmg tak romantic and pemalu...puiiiiiiiiiiii....
 


semakin hari...semakin laju langkah ini.seyakin hati yg semakin pasti.
untuk hubungan yg masih hijau...yg bru nk bermula...yg baru nk bertatih.
sy doakan yg terbaik.we both mmg dh penat dgn segala hal yg mendukacitakan sesambil sedar usia semakin laju bertukar...keh2...
we are trying our best to brings this relationship into the right track :-)  
dan doa2 daripada kalian amatlah di harapkan ;-) 
    


kak hani pernah ckp,
"if he is your jodoh. im glad that u choose him"

and tahukan anda, sy sgt2 legaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa dgr itu from her. at least dia rase/nmpak apa yg sy rase. I am one happy lady! thank you b, and please maintain kan diri yg sedia ada and upgrade your sabar more and more.our journey is just begin and stil longgggg way to go.lets pray together dan semoga Dia permudahkan urusan kita :-) and yes...dlm setiap hubungan mesti ada dugaan...dlm pelbagai cara dan bentuk...semoga we both dpt tempuh semuanya dgn sabar!



at first i decided to make u ols paham2 sndiri je what actually happen in my life,and tak payah tulis apa2. but after fikir2..oh no. i need to write up about my new journey with this romantic guy..kah!kah! sebagai kenang -kenangan. at least nnty kalau i lupa mcm mana we start our journey nie, i still can refer kat blog kan...





Don’t try to understand everything because sometimes it is not meant to be understood, but to be accepted


No matter how bad or good you think life is, wake up each day and be thankful for life. Someone somewhere is fighting to survive




nota : we r looking forward for our double a.s! hahahahah~ besar sungguh harapan si b...walaupun sy yg kecut tekak dgrnya...tp hujung2 dalam hati tu..doa semoga ianya jadi kenyatann! hahahhaha~ aminnnn

amenda a.s tu? biarlah we both jer yg tahu! keh2.


Thank you Allah for the feeling and happiness. :-) 
Sy sentiasa percaya, Dia lebih tahu yg terbaik buat sy :-)

2 comments:

Tijah said...

Ohhh nanti jgn lupa jemput ya. Dekat dah tu. Hehe

Tijah said...

Ohhh nanti jgn lupa jemput ya. Dekat dah tu. Hehe